LAYHAGNOY (23/07/2013)

So I just got home in floods of tears dripping down to my knees and yes I did wear makeup today I actually wore little foundation but a lot of eye makeup and no I had no intention from crying far from it  ! I now resemble a panda

Now what happened in a nutshell is that I had to hand in 2 tasks to hand in for my A-levels which I did by 10:30 am today (23/07/2013) - the deadline was 1:00 pm (on the same day) the teacher marked it by 12:55 and I had small corrections so I didn't get an A I have no hope of getting an A* now that I wanted overall now I am now stuck with a standard C. If the work was marked straight away it would've been fine but it wasn't. Yes I can still get an A overall still good but it's not an A*. The reason why I am now dying on my bed an hour later is because I ALWAYS FAIL !!! having said that don't feel sorry for me this is more about you I want to encourage everyone out there like me to CHASE YOUR DREAMS, GET YOUR GRADES, DO AS YOU PLEASE and HAVE FUN !! and most importantly FIGHT WHAT YOU WANT!!

I not talking about physically hitting someone that's illegal ! ... I think ? Now my parents are lovely honest to God they do soo much for me BUT they never taught me how to fight for what I want and need and over the years I've learnt that

1. No isn't always final - Sooo what do you do when someone says you can't do something THEN JUST DO IT TO PROVE THEM WRONG but ... If you can't really prove it (in certain situations you can't!) find out why they said no and prove them wrong.
2. take up every opportunity you can get ! as it will benefit you in the future and even if it doesn't you still have one more thing you can do/know !

Do what others WON'T do so you CAN do what they CAN'T

if you want to take up more responsibility or get more involved you should visit here: http://www.future-foundations.co.uk/ - if you are not applicable for this then go help CHARITY, find a similar organisation if you can or just take part in school plays/events/clubs.

the whole point for this is ... IF YOU'RE NOT HAPPY CHANGE !

A lot of the time I feel very lonely because there's no one I talk to that I can share this with ... So if you guys feel lonely bored you can ....

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I am now officially an agony aunt !! :D